I spent entire lifetimes living in my head
Biting my cuticles til all my fingers bled
Now you just stare at me like I’ve got nothing wrong
Watching me gasp for air as panic fills my lungs
I try
But there’s just no way to win
My mind
Just doesn’t know when to quit
I find
There’s only comfort in sleep
I'm tired of feeling incomplete
My heartbeat’s always driving faster than my thoughts
My hope’s on cruise control - let’s see where it ends up
I don’t know what I’ll do with all these episodes accruing
I’m just too terrified of what I’m capable of doing
Why don’t you understand
The panic’s setting in
Sunrise to sunset
Then it begins again
A feeling in my bones
Feel it under my skin
That little feeling is when i start to...
credits
from Songs to Drown the Screams,
released February 26, 2021
Written by Leopoldo Oliver V, Alex Okami & Caleb DiLoreto
Mixed & Mastered by Caleb DiLoreto at Mercy Recordings
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